Yesterday was our EDD. And I survived it. I'm actually feeling very at peace with our situation. I know that he/she is in a good place and is being taken care. I wasn't nearly as sad or depressed as I thought I'd be. The only time it really hit me was when I stopped by my mom's office with my DS and had a brief conversation with her boss:
Him: He is your only?
Me: Yep
Him: How old is he?
Me: 20 months
Him: That's nice. We had our 2nd right at that age and it was craziness.
All I could think was, today could be the day we added the craziness of a 2nd child to our lives. But, it's not our time yet. I know our time will come (hopefully sooner than later).
To my sweet little angel - I miss you every day and wish I had the opportunity to meet you. Even though you were only with us for such a short period of time, I instantly loved you. And I will always love you.
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