Another pregnancy on facebook.....BLAH!!!! Makes me want to puke. And of course, their first is like a year younger than Andrew. Again...when will it be OUR turn?!!!!!!!!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!
Friday, September 16, 2011
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
CD1 - Cycle #7
AF arrived this morning...a day earlier than I expected. Well, at least I'm one day closer to trying again. I found out that another girl I know is pregnant...with #3. Her last one was born in Nov 2010. My DS is an entire year older than her 2nd kid...I should be pregnant before her! I know, I'm so mature. But that's how I feel.
I went for a long walk on Monday, the day I got my BFN. I actually cried periodically throughout my walk. Hopefully no one saw me...they'd think I was truly looney. Anyway, it occurred to me that the "Friday night BBQ girl" will most likely have her 2nd kid before I even get pregnant with mine. And that just made me really sad. I'm usually more optimistic, but I'm just not feeling that way anymore. It's ridiculous. I wish I could stop thinking about them. Ick.
One of my very good friends had her 3rd baby yesterday. This doesn't upset me. She had a miscarriage. In fact, she had her first with the help of IVF, but was then blessed with #2 and #3 without any help. I just wish she could pass on some of her luck to me! She has a beautiful family.
But I have to remind myself that I have a beautiful family too. DH and I have been fighting a LOT lately, but we still have a beautiful family. I just wish something would go our way for once lately.
I went for a long walk on Monday, the day I got my BFN. I actually cried periodically throughout my walk. Hopefully no one saw me...they'd think I was truly looney. Anyway, it occurred to me that the "Friday night BBQ girl" will most likely have her 2nd kid before I even get pregnant with mine. And that just made me really sad. I'm usually more optimistic, but I'm just not feeling that way anymore. It's ridiculous. I wish I could stop thinking about them. Ick.
One of my very good friends had her 3rd baby yesterday. This doesn't upset me. She had a miscarriage. In fact, she had her first with the help of IVF, but was then blessed with #2 and #3 without any help. I just wish she could pass on some of her luck to me! She has a beautiful family.
But I have to remind myself that I have a beautiful family too. DH and I have been fighting a LOT lately, but we still have a beautiful family. I just wish something would go our way for once lately.
Monday, September 12, 2011
BFFN
GRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!! Stark white as usual. Even though I have already started spotting, I was still hoping for a BFP.
I called to schedule an appt with my dr and can't get in until the end of Oct. That feels so far away. He had one earlier appt, but I'll be out of town. God this SUCKS! I hate this.
I called to schedule an appt with my dr and can't get in until the end of Oct. That feels so far away. He had one earlier appt, but I'll be out of town. God this SUCKS! I hate this.
Saturday, September 10, 2011
Frustrated
So I'm 10 dpo and I've already started spotting. I want to SCREAM!!!! UUUUUGGGGHHHHH!!! Come on! I seriously don't know how much more of this I can take. DH and I are fighting all the time - to the point we just stay away from each other most of the time in order to avoid making things even worse. It sucks a big one let me tell you.
The only bit of good news I have is that we are going on vacation very soon. 3 weeks to be exact. I'm hoping it's a great thing for us and will help us lessen the distance that is between us.
My blood work came back fine from my GP, which didn't surprise me. I'm going to call my OB after we get back from our vacation. I've had enough of this.
The only bit of good news I have is that we are going on vacation very soon. 3 weeks to be exact. I'm hoping it's a great thing for us and will help us lessen the distance that is between us.
My blood work came back fine from my GP, which didn't surprise me. I'm going to call my OB after we get back from our vacation. I've had enough of this.
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