I feel like a broken record. Always saying "onto cycle...." :(
AF showed up yesterday. At least I didn't wasted any pg tests this time around...especially considering my cycle was 31 days long. I did O late though, so I knew AF would show up later. I'm guessing I O'd on CD 18, which makes my LP normal. I'm glad to see that. I don't want my LP to start getting wacky on me. I'm trying to decide if I want to start temping again. I think I'm going to hold off this cycle and see what my dr says on the 26th. I like temping for the fact that it confirms my O date, but I sleep horribly when I temp. It really throws me off and it's better for me (and my DH and DS) that I sleep.
This morning DS woke up crying for a min at 2:45 am. He fell right back to sleep, I however, did not. I was up until 5:15. I just couldn't turn my mind off. I kept thinking about how my 33rd birthday is quickly approaching and how badly I want to be pregnant before then. I know I'm not old, but I feel old in terms of getting pregnant.
We are always really starting to feel the impact on our financial status thanks to my lack of income. I love not working a full time job. I was so unhappy when I worked. DH doesn't get that though. He'd rather me work and be miserable just so we had the money to do whatever we wanted, whenever we wanted. I'm starting a small job this Wednesday. I'm going to be working at a spa 2 hours/day to help them open and get ready for the day. I'll be working Mon, Tues, Wed, Fri and Sat from 8-10 am. They aren't paying me much, in fact, it won't help us financially at all, but it will get me out of the house. We'll see how it goes. I can be a loner at times, so I'm glad that I'll be alone for the first hour or so that I'm there. It will be quiet...and I can drink my coffee peacefully while working. Ahhhh.....a cup of coffee in peace.....
Please don't get me wrong...I wouldn't trade being a mommy for anything, but I do miss that quiet cup of coffee.
Well, I guess we'll see how this cycle goes....
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