Back from vacation

DH and I spent a week together in the Dominican Republic...and it was AWESOME!  We were celebrating our 5th anniversary and it was so great to get away for awhile.  It was so nice to think only of ourselves and have no responsibility for awhile.  We laid by the pool, had some drinks, ate some great food, made some friends and explored a bit of the country.  All in all...a great trip! 

Our hotel pool!

But now it's back to reality.  We got home on Monday and I started spotting on Wednesday.  Awesome.  This last cycle was really wacky and I'm hoping it's b/c I was on antibiotics.  I O'd later than normal (well, I got a +OPK later than normal...I'm still not temping).  We BD'd like crazy, but it still wasn't enough.  Another cycle down the effing toilet.  Pissed doesn't even begin to explain how I feel.

2 more weeks until I go in for a consultation with my dr.  If I leave there feeling he isn't going to help, I'm going to see a specialist that my friend has used.  I'm a little over one month away from my last BFP...we've been trying long enough.

I wish I could go back to laying on the beach feeling totally carefree...reality SUCKS!