Yep, AF showed up early Wednesday evening. Ugh. It's weird though, normally I get incredibly angry, bitter and just down right pissed off. But I don't feel like that this time around. I'm just looking forward to trying again and praying that cycle 5 will be our cycle.
I went to a playgroup today with my son. One of the moms that was in our Early Intervention class was also there. She asked me today if DS was my only child. I responded with a "yep," and the ache in my heart grew stronger for a moment. She then proceeded to tell me that she thought I had 2 or 3 kids. I wanted to say "I wish! If I had my way, I'd be about to pop with my 2nd." Instead I simply smiled and said "we want more children very soon."
I've been trying to decide whether or not I should contact my OB. I know we haven't been trying for very long, but it feels like forever and I'm not getting any younger. I want to know that I'm doing everything I can to increase our chances. All I'm doing is taking prenatal vitamins daily and drinking green tea from CD 1 to O. Should I be taking extra folic acid? I doubt that the OB would do much for me, I just wonder if it would give me some peace of mind for a little bit. I'm going to give us 2 more cycles. If cycle 6 is a bust, I'm going to give them a call.
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