I can't wait for the day I'm no longer freaking out every time I wipe after I pee. Sorry...I know that's a little gross to think about, but seriously...I can't wait! Every time I pee, I worry there will be blood. And the last couple of days, there has been. And it sucks. I know this will be a worry of mine until I'm done having kids though, so it's something I need to learn to deal with. Spotting for me doesn't usually mean good things. It usually means AF is right around the corner. And last December, it meant that I was losing the baby I was carrying. Which leads me to my pity party...
I can't believe it's been a year since I miscarried. I can't believe that I'm still not pregnant. I'm unbelievably sad. My heart just aches. I've never wanted something so bad in my entire life. I want to be pregnant again more than anything.
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